Mar 13, 2026
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10 min read
The world doesn't seem to have a job for me, uncertainty, and a healing love
Mar 12, 2026
9 min read
How lucid dreams, quantum theory, and modern science are blurring the line between mysticism and truth
Mar 11, 2026
How to know when to hold 'em, when to fold 'em, and when to walk away
Mar 10, 2026
On overcoming addiction to just do the simple shit
Mar 6, 2026
Musings on why I'm still dreaming of intentional community, what works and what doesn't
Mar 5, 2026
5 min read
Calling silliness back in and the greatest gift of not fitting in
Mar 4, 2026
8 min read
Desire, degradation, and the moment I realized I didn’t want intensity—I wanted love
Mar 3, 2026
On letting my partner evolve and not pushing so hard
Mar 2, 2026
On joy, survival patterns, and returning to the one who runs through the halls
Feb 25, 2026
A theological examination of void, power, and ultimate reality
Feb 24, 2026
Parts work, abandonment fear, and building something that feels safe
Feb 20, 2026
Grief isn't a straight line and I still feel the weight of my Father's transition
Feb 18, 2026
7 min read
Erasing a culture's stories deprives us all of it's gifts
Feb 17, 2026
The Holy Trinity might have been hiding the Divine Feminine this whole time
Feb 11, 2026
On finding comfort in God over anything else
Jan 20, 2026
How COVID reorganized what I value
Jan 16, 2026
How prestige became the organizing principle of my life
Jan 14, 2026
Neoliberal neutrality makes you manipulable and here's why
Jan 10, 2026
For the first time, I'm leaning into this and here's why
Jan 6, 2026
What Orthodox Christianity offers a generation burned by fake transcendence
Jan 3, 2026
The trauma of a life with no peace
Jan 2, 2026
6 min read
And why “all paths lead to Rome” collapses in real life
Dec 31, 2025
Faith, attention, ethics, and the strange spiritual shape of 2025
Dec 17, 2025
How spiritual identity replaces moral responsibility and why the path of the heart is the way
Dec 16, 2025
Why modern life mistakes speed for wisdom and leaves us spiritually illiterate
